Faces of Long Island celebrates the uniqueness of everyday Long Islanders. In their own words, they tell us about their life experiences, challenges and triumphs. Newsday launched this social media journey into the human experience to shine a light on the diverse people of this wonderful place we call home.

‘I want to make sure that the people who need help get it.’

POLO LAGRANDIER III, BAY SHORE

“I was born in Bay Shore, one of three, and was raised by two wonderful parents. My father was a New York City firefighter. Unfortunately, he was forced to retire right after 9/11 because he got hurt while responding, and he lost a lot of friends. That took a toll on my family. He’s my inspiration for the stuff I do now. I’ve seen him help so many people.

“My mother’s the same way. They’re great people, very loving, very caring, very giving. We didn’t have a lot to give when I was growing up, but they gave what they could. My father is a hero in my eyes; I want to make him proud.

It hits my soul. I started the organization with three guys in my backyard and I just love watching it grow.

“I started Sons of Liberty LI as a nonprofit charitable organization a few years ago. We do a lot of charitable events for the United Veterans Beacon House, a shelter that takes in homeless veterans and gives them a place to stay. We’ve donated over 1,000 turkeys in the last few years, really anything they need, like blankets, towels. We also work with the American Veterans Association. I do a ton of work for Toys for Tots, as well as cancer hospitals. All of this stuff hits my heart. I want to make sure that the people who need help get it.

“We have about 20 members, plus our wives and families are heavily involved. We have a huge support base in our community. We have a clubhouse, and we have fundraisers. People donate their time. We get live bands, DJs. People donate baskets to raffle off. People come and dance and have a good time; it’s very family oriented. They bring things to donate, and they get to enjoy themselves; they love the atmosphere.

“It hits my soul. I started the organization with three guys in my backyard and I just love watching it grow. My son, who’s only 8 years old, gets an opportunity to see how it feels to be a part of loving an organization and to see my satisfaction in helping people who really need it.

“It goes back to when I was a kid and I used to travel to the city with my father, just watching the way he interacted with the homeless people. He would always give what he could. I really respected that. I’m not wealthy, I’m comfortable — I’m a maintenance supervisor for the Brentwood School District. But I feel like if you can give back, you live a good life.”

Interviewed by Barbara Schuler

‘Once you get together with a bunch of other broken people, you don’t feel so lost, and you don’t feel so broken.’

Rani Goldman, Bay Shore

“My work has been grief work for most of my life. I got my master’s in thanatology, working with end-of-life issues, coping with all phases of grief. I took care of my grandmother when I was 31 when she was on hospice care. I really wanted to know more about what grief is.

“When I was 26, my cousin died of a drug overdose. We had been close. I had a dear friend who also struggled with addiction. Suicide took her life at 32. We were the same age. It was around the same time I was taking care of my grandmother. It was really tough because you never expect it and you have so many unanswered questions: Why didn’t I see it? How could I have helped? How did I not know this?

People need an opportunity to share and not be afraid to tell their stories and not keep it hidden.

“Grief work has been a way for me to understand what I was feeling, but also to be able to share with other people that you have to talk about it. You need to come to terms with it so you can start to heal.

“When I came to The Neighborhood House in West Sayville in 2020 to work with suicide survivors, I didn’t yet know that suicide and overdose is such a big problem in this area. The entire focus is working with survivors of suicide and overdose. It can be years after a suicide or overdose. It can be the next day. It can be the in-between period of somebody that they love dearly has passed and they’re waiting for a medical examiner to give them an answer of what happened. They come here looking for hope.

“The whole thrust is to bring a community who’s hurting together to be able to process in a meaningful way and develop connections with other people because suicide and overdose is a stigmatized topic.

“People need an opportunity to share and not be afraid to tell their stories and not keep it hidden. It’s been life-changing for me. I feel like I came into this looking for something that was interesting and would give more enlightenment to this issue of suicide. I feel like it’s given me so much more than I ever hoped. I cannot tell you how many people call on a daily basis, and are just completely broken and lost.

“Once you get together with a bunch of other broken people, you don’t feel so lost, and you don’t feel so broken. You feel like you can kind of glue yourself together and you can kind of make it through another day.”

Interviewed by Liza Burby

‘I always wanted to be a vet.’

Dr. Joshua Dratch, Bay Shore

“My father practiced veterinary medicine, and I had animals my whole life. I joke that I was raised in the cages. I always wanted to be a vet, but it wasn’t until I really enjoyed the sciences and the mathematics that it became a reality for me.

“After graduating with my degree, I came back to Long Island and worked for a few vets, hoping I would eventually end up working with my dad. I have now been working at the office I grew up in for the last eight years.

“Working with my dad has taught me a lot about the comfortability between a father and a son. We’re able to push each other. It really forms and builds a certain character. I have become more confident and strong because of our working relationship.

The best part of this work is seeing an ailing animal become more comfortable, not ill anymore, and back to their tail-wagging, practically smiling self.

“I think being a vet, people think we don’t want to deal with humans because we only like animals. But the truth is, we feel so connected to the owners. We offer the explanations. We are there in moments of grief and happiness.

“The best part of this work is seeing an ailing animal become more comfortable, not ill anymore, and back to their tail-wagging, practically smiling self. I get emotional just thinking about it. And, of course, the second-best part is connecting that dog back with their owner. It’s really very powerful.

“Losing an animal is so upsetting. I tell families all the time the only thing that helps with grief is time. Of course, we all grieve in our own ways. We see generations of families. Sometimes they eventually come back with another animal. Of course, this isn’t to replace what was lost, but it’s another chance to fill their home with love. We feel honored to be a part of that process.

“We have an amazing group of doctors here. I think there’s something that must be inside of us that speaks to this work. Whether it’s the understanding, the helplessness of the animal, thinking how they can’t talk or say what’s wrong, or that we simply, no matter what, just love being around them. That passion, that drive, that love, that commitment is so important to us as a basis before we even start our day.”

Interviewed by Maggie Rose Melito

‘I felt like I was in a race against the world.’

Bay Shore

“My second child tried to commit suicide on May 16, 2019. I took her to Southside Hospital. They wanted to know why. She informed them she was being bullied. Everybody says bullying is typical, every kid has been bullied. I didn’t really think it was that serious until she told me who was bullying her, that specific teachers were bullying her.

“I was devastated. We send our kids to school, we trust them, we think they’re going to guide them and make sure they are successful. That didn’t happen for my child. They literally destroyed her. She was never able to go back to school for a full day. She ended up with anxiety, depression. It just never was the same for her.

“I felt like I was in a race against the world. I was trying to find help, trying to find resources. I know firsthand what it is to go down the mental health journey as a parent. I couldn’t get an appointment. They wouldn’t see her. They didn’t take my insurance. I had to go through 16 counselors. I didn’t know anything about that.

“I knew from the start my daughter was different. At not even two weeks, she stopped breathing. She went into the hospital; she was hooked up to all these machines. It turns out she had really bad acid reflux. She couldn’t lay down for a long period of time. She never really cared for school. School was not her friend, she used to cry all the time.

“In third grade, they wanted me to take her for a follow-up because she failed her eye exam. You believe as a parent that your child is seeing, until this doctor tells me she should have been wearing glasses as a newborn. I guess that was the first sign of her having trouble in school. She just learned different.

“We placed her in special education. That was not the best decision. Everybody kept saying she was learning disabled. When she was in sixth grade, I found out she was dyslexic. In the midst of all that, I had a set of beautiful twin girls. That really shook things up. How I was going to cater to my second child and newborn twins? I was juggling the whole world.”

I see myself doing this for the rest of my life. What happens if moms don’t know the system, if moms don’t know the resources? I want everybody to remember Bernice.

“We tried to get some type of normalcy, but then Bernice’s behavior changed. I don’t know what happened — 90-degree weather, she was wearing a sweatshirt. That was the first time I knew my daughter was self-harming. She was having such a hard time. She wanted a tattoo, a green ribbon that says, ‘I’m still here.’ And she wanted me to get one, too. That’s the day I became a warrior mom, the day I survived that self-harm with her. She knew I was on that journey with her. She called me her fierce fighter.

“We were in such a good place mentally. We had a counselor who understood her. And then she passed. She had a pulmonary embolism. It was July 19, 2020. Even before my daughter died, I was an advocate for other kids. They would call me ‘Moms.’ If they needed food, if they were having a hard time, my daughters would say, ‘My mom’s coming.’

“I never want there to be another Bernice. Not every kid has a mom like me, that’s able to listen and understand. I told them my job is to move mountains and earth for you.

“I never thought this would be my role in life. I was going to be a mom, a wife. I went to Albany to change how we treat our children. I really wanted a mental health bill. If our kids go into a hospital for mental treatment and we put them back in schools, the teachers are not equipped to deal with that. One little thing can send these kids over the edge.

“I remember going to Senator Monica Martinez’s office. I had asked her to support a bill, but there was a similar bill. I said we need to have a mental health panel, and she didn’t hesitate. That panel just happened. We had some really good questions. It was good to see other parents having the same issues.

“I see myself doing this for the rest of my life. What happens if moms don’t know the system, if moms don’t know the resources? I want everybody to remember Bernice. Everything that I do now revolves around how I’m going to honor her, because part of me does feel like I failed her. I’m a little late, but I’m starting a podcast called ‘The Warrior Mom.’ A lot of people don’t understand being a parent is so hard. It doesn’t come with a manual.”

Interviewed by Barbara Schuler

‘I was amazed when I learned how much need there is for basics that most of us take for granted, like food, clothing and formula.’

Bay Shore

“Eileen’s Free Bodega started from a friend’s suggestion. I was volunteering in the South Bronx at a community fridge where people could get fresh food any time they needed.

“My friend said, ‘Why don’t we have something like that in Suffolk?’ So I made an online petition requesting help to set up a community fridge on Long Island. We got 1,000 signatures, but when I presented it to legislators, it got the NIMBY response: not in my backyard.

“I searched for months until I tried the Consulate of El Salvador in Brentwood. Within 30 minutes, I saw Consul Henry Salgado, and he loved the idea! It started as a food table once a week. On the first day, we brought a huge amount of food, but it was gone in an hour.

“The project worked so well that the consul let us put a community fridge there. Shortly after, we spoke to Father [Juan] Reyes at Christ Episcopal Church in Brentwood and asked if we could set up a second community fridge at his church. He loved the idea, so now we have two locations that are always open.

My grandmother instilled in me a strong belief that you should speak out about injustice wherever it occurs and do everything you can to make a difference.

“I was amazed when I learned how much need there is for basics that most of us take for granted, like food, clothing and formula. Our community trusts us, so when they have other needs, we point them to organizations that can help. I often get asked why I do this, and my answer is always the same: This movement is community.

“Although I’m the face most people see, we have a whole team behind Eileen’s Free Bodega, people who work hard to make it all possible. We have so many supporters donating their time, money and food to share with the community. It is truly a beautiful thing. I’m in a position of privilege, and I’m conscious of the injustice in our society.

“As an adjunct social sciences professor at Queens College, I talk about inequalities and teach theory, but it doesn’t mean anything if I’m not applying it outside the classroom.

“My grandmother instilled in me a strong belief that you should speak out about injustice wherever it occurs and do everything you can to make a difference. That’s why I named it Eileen’s Free Bodega, for my grandmother, who passed away shortly after we started. She was a big part of the reason I am who I am.”

Interviewed by Jenna Kern – Rugile

‘I want to help make people’s lives better because every day is a gift.’

Bay Shore

“I grew up in a home that was very scary and unstable, but one positive outlet for me was the theater. My mother loved taking me to shows at local community centers, and I fell in love with the art of acting. I was part of the theater crowd in high school.

“I initially went to college to major in communications, but I quickly switched to theater. After I earned my undergraduate degree, I moved to New York City and obtained a certificate in musical theater. While acting and doing voiceover work, I also got a job working as a teacher at Girlspace, an organization in East Harlem that catered to underserved youths.

I broke the cycle of abuse and others can, too.

“The kids I was working with came from very troubled home lives, and their teachers described them as disruptive. These girls had tough veneers and didn’t trust people. However, in the theater classes I taught, these kids were open and engaged.

“I brought in authors and poets to talk to them, and I inspired them to write and share their own work. It helped them build a sense of confidence and community, which put them at ease. I am a survivor of sexual abuse, and I understand what it’s like to live in an unsafe environment.

“I was so inspired by my experiences with these young ladies that I decided to earn a master’s degree in social work and made engagement with the arts part of my practice.

“While I was in graduate school, I wrote and performed in my own one-woman show and produced poetry which was later published. Many people don’t survive the kind of trauma that I experienced, but the arts allowed me to heal — the arts saved me. I did not merely survive, I thrived, and I believe that my purpose in life is to help others do the same.

“I am honored to be a keynote speaker at mental health conferences, and I tell my audiences that they can overcome troubles and find peace and happiness. I have two sons who flourished in a loving home that my husband and I created for them full of art and kindness. I broke the cycle of abuse and others can, too. I don’t want anyone to feel alone. We all have a voice that deserves to be heard. I want to help make people’s lives better because every day is a gift.”

Interviewed by Meagan Meehan

‘Whether you recognize what it is, there’s something in you that makes you great.’

Bay Shore

“I’ve played basketball all my life, I played college basketball. I’m an assistant coach for boys varsity basketball and head JV coach at Half Hollow Hills High School East. I started about 10 years ago, and it’s a true passion of mine. I love working with the kids and helping them develop. The other coaches and myself really help teach these kids about life and lessons through basketball.

“I’m also a paraprofessional for Half Hollow Hills High School West. I work with special needs kids. I stay with one student, make sure he does his work, stays on track, any behaviors I try to help de-escalate. You work one-on-one but you get to work with all the kids. You become someone they look forward to seeing when they come to school.

Some people never figure out what they actually love — and when you do, it’s a beautiful thing.

“Some people never figure out what they actually love — and when you do, it’s a beautiful thing. Clothing and basketball are two things I’ve been passionate about my whole life. I started a clothing line called Natural Born. It represents knowledge of self, self-elevation and understanding that everyone is born with certain talent. Whether you recognize what it is, there’s something in you that makes you great. Before the pandemic, I met a manufacturer who made sporting apparel for high school teams. I sent them my logo, to put it on shorts and other clothes, and that’s how it kicked off.

“Some people never figure out what they actually love — and when you do, it’s a beautiful thing. Clothing and basketball are two things I’ve been passionate about my whole life. I started a clothing line called Natural Born. It represents knowledge of self, self-elevation and understanding that everyone is born with certain talent. Whether you recognize what it is, there’s something in you that makes you great. Before the pandemic, I met a manufacturer who made sporting apparel for high school teams. I sent them my logo, to put it on shorts and other clothes, and that’s how it kicked off.

Interviewed by Rachel O’Brien – Morano

‘I’ve always loved the idea of sharing what I have to offer with an audience.’

Bay Shore

“I started playing the djembe, an African drum, when I was 2 years old. My mom took me into a drum store in New York City, and it was the first instrument that I saw. Prior to that, I was always drumming on the furniture because I’ve always had a tempo in my head. The drums just felt right to me because I admire all of the different ways that you can play them.

I’m really inspired by jazz drummers who are often overlooked but are among the most talented in the music industry.

“When I found the djembe that day, I started jamming on it, and I disrupted a music class that the store owner was teaching in another room. He heard me, walked over to my mother and told her that she had to buy me the djembe — and that’s just what she did! Since then, I’ve developed my skills.

“I am the first middle school student to ever win an Islip Arts Council Teeny Award for percussion. I really admire drummers like Neil Peart, who played in the progressive rock band Rush, and John Bonham, who was the drummer for Led Zeppelin.

“I’m also really inspired by jazz drummers who are often overlooked but are among the most talented in the music industry. I’m also fascinated by Broadway percussionists, and I’ve even taken lessons from the percussionist for the Broadway show ‘Six.’ They have to be so exact so they don’t derail an entire number during a live theatrical performance!

“I’ve also had the opportunity to participate in the orchestra pit at my school’s theater productions, and I play in a band called Alan Blvd. When I’m older, I would be interested in teaching.

“In July, I was an assistant teacher to third- and fourth-graders at Bay Shore’s summer music program with the Bay Shore music teachers, and it was a really enjoyable experience. Yet what I really enjoy doing is just jamming out because that’s how I create my best and most original grooves. I’ve always loved the idea of sharing what I have to offer with an audience.”

Interviewed by Meagan Meehan

‘I’m awe-inspired by what the world has to offer, and I’m influenced by emotions, nature and the experience of being alive.’

Bay Shore

“I have always found my footing in the arts, and I love the idea of merging the arts across all categories. I like to say that I’m equal parts a poet, a writer, an actor and a musician.

“I wrote my first poem at the age of four and it was published in The Louisville Review. I’ve since had poems published in Cagibi, Stone Soup, Skipping Stones and Balloons Literary Journal. I was recently named one of three finalists for the inaugural position of Suffolk County teen poet laureate. I’m particularly drawn to the free verse style because it enables me to be as creative as I want.

“My love of poetry translated into my love of rap because it’s a form of music that focuses so intensely on the lyrics, the words. I’m currently working on my third album and blending rap with other music styles. I’m awe-inspired by what the world has to offer, and I’m influenced by emotions, nature and the experience of being alive.

Both big gestures and small gestures matter. Changing the world is about bettering the world.

“I’m also an active actor. I was on ‘The Ellen Show’ a few times when I was 6, but I was so young that I didn’t understand what a big deal that was! I knew l was being interviewed by a nice blond lady, but I didn’t comprehend how much power was behind that name!

“When I was 12, I was part of the ensemble cast of Shakespeare’s ‘Twelfth Night,’ which was performed at the Delacorte Theater in Central Park.

“The show was produced by the Public Theater, and it won a Chita Rivera Award for outstanding ensemble! Being a part of that cast was one of my favorite experiences! I met actor Shuler Hensley, who was so down to earth and nice. He’s a Tony winner.

“Every night, before he went on stage, he would pat me on the back and said, ‘How’s it going, Bud?’ It was just such a beautiful and accepting environment overall. Since then, I’ve been in a series of high school productions, including ‘Hairspray’ and ‘A Chorus Line.’

“I definitely want to keep acting. My dream role would be to play Alexander Hamilton or the Emcee from ‘Cabaret’! I’m also working on my first novel right now. It’s a coming-of-age story titled ‘Between Intelligence and Wisdom.’

“Ultimately, I want to change the world, whether that means becoming a big star or simply giving a good friend sound advice. Both big gestures and small gestures matter. Changing the world is about bettering the world.”

Interviewed by Meagan Meehan

‘My readings are hopeful, inspiring, and with a lot of laughter and memories.’

Bay Shore

“My channel opened up 15 years ago as a spiritual medium. I started meditating and started taking classes and revealing my faulty thoughts. Once you remove your faulty thoughts, what you now have is clarity. We now have a gift to the divine; we can hear spirit.

“My husband had colon cancer that spread to his liver. He passed in 2015, but before he did, I realized I could hear him speak to me while he was intubated.

“The doctor asked me if I wanted to take the tube out. My husband wasn’t awake, and I heard him say to me, ‘Please take the tube out, I have more to say.’ I told the doctor to take the tube out, he looked at me to say, ‘He could die tonight.’

“I had my best friend who’s a doctor of metaphysics and has taught me so much, and my sister-in-law, with me, and I told them, ‘I hear Doug.’ After the doctor took the tube out, Doug woke up with a tear in his eye.

It gives me joy to give to others and be a facilitator.

“Thank you for hearing me, I have more to say,’ he said. He had another five weeks. He could have passed without ever speaking again, but because I could hear him, I could help him.

“It made me realize what a gift this is, and that I know that others can develop it as well. People hear that I could hear my husband; now people with family in a certain space ask me, ‘Can you hear them?’ and I can.

“I have used my clear channel for hearing special needs children who can’t talk. I can help parents in that way; I’m a consultant for special education children.

“It just makes life so much more exciting. My readings are hopeful, inspiring, and with a lot of laughter and memories.

“I always bring in food. If your grandma put a large pot of sauce on the stove and had that cooking for the entire day, that will certainly come through. I had a reading where sauerbraten came through, I told the woman, ‘It’s in a pot, it cooks for like a week, it’s meat.’ I’d never had it and she said, ‘It’s sauerbraten!’ I love to hear spirit, I love to know that spirit is connecting with a loved one. It gives me joy to give to others and be a facilitator.

“Spirit and God want us to take our chances. They don’t want us to sit; they want us to move and live our lives. I could have sat for the last seven years, but I have chosen not to.”

Interviewed by Rachel O’Brien – Morano